Saturday, August 29, 2020

Where we are going?

I found the blog site was still here and thought, why not write something new? No one reads this thing, but it is a way for me to put some ideas down in concrete form.

In the intervening years since my last post the world has steadily deteriorated. 

The problem is one of inequality. There is inequality based upon race and there is inequality of wealth distribution. These are going to destroy the US without a huge amount of collective soul-searching and restructuring.

Note that these conclusions have not come easily to me. Politically, I have always been very conservative fiscally and liberal socially. I have never been a member of a political party. I have voted in each election considering only the actual candidates who are running. Today, we are witnessing trends I first saw emerging in the early 1970's. They cannot be sustained. The US could tolerate these problems when we were alone in our world. Other countries will get this right. Our national security, lifestyle, and way of life depends upon our ability to refranchise huge swaths of the population that are currently disenfranchised.

We have a vaguely libertarian society in the US in name only. It is widely believed that hard work and perseverance are all that is required to advance in our society. While these attributes are most definitely required, it is general only when one looks within the strata of specific subgroups. While the opportunities across strata may overlap, in truth, those subgroups that have political power receive far more than their share of the total. The government picks winners and losers to receive its largesse, and those that are in power favor their constituencies and donors. Sometimes our leaders at least try to be impartial. Other times they seem to wallow in displaying how partial they can be.

What is a country? A country is a group of people organized around a common legal framework, conceptual, language or ethnic identity who share many of the same desires for how to govern themselves and what kind of society they wish to live in. Most citizens, being human, share an interest to interact with other humans. In the modern world, though, we are dependent not only on our neighbors next door, but our neighbors thousands of miles away. There has become a disturbing trend equating personnel freedom with national freedom. They are not the same and often run counter to one another. To make generalizations about the US from the viewpoint of just yourself, or your local community is quite ignorant. This is a vast and heterogeneous nation that is very interdependent.

Example:

When thinking about alternative schools, the argument is usually made that suitable students do much better than they would at a generic school. I don't disagree. But I think this is the wrong measure to evaluate public funding for schools. The right measure, in my opinion, is to measure the change in performance of all students in the district under consideration.

Practically speaking, it is more important that the average American knows how to read, write, and these days, and determine when someone is trying to exploit them than it is for the AP student to be able to take courses that allow them to more successfully compete to get into an Ivy league school. A brilliant student will more likely find an avenue to achieve than a less than average student will to educate themselves. While often people talk about how a brilliant student is 'held back' by a poor school, I seldom see discussion of poor students might be 'pulled forward' by high achievers in their same school. Mind you, I'm not claiming that this is, or is not  the case. It's the lack of this position that makes me suspect that we're so used to thinking of everything only from the viewpoint of the individual because we can longer agree on what the collective viewpoint should be.

It is a mistaken assumption that a good leader tells people what to do. In my opinion, a leader who spends their time doing this has failed. A good leader, first and foremost, needs to identify a collective destination of where we need to head, and then help us get there. Everything else follows from this. Putting out fires cannot be done out of context.

A COMPELLING VISION OF THE FUTURE IS WHAT WE NEED.

Why is there no discussion of THIS?

Friday, September 14, 2012

THIS IS HOW I SEE THINGS: THE WAY THEY --REALLY-- ARE

Yesterday, someone that I have known for almost 35 years unfriended me on Facebook because of something he read that I had done. This occurred without a single attempt to understand what had happened or even to speak to me in person. He chose only to see mal-intention. The phrase he used to deliver his summary judgement was "THIS IS HOW I SEE THINGS: THE WAY THEY --REALLY-- ARE". For emphasis, he repeated it several times in the message. Then he made sure that I could not respond by blocking all communication in FB.

This person was never my friend, but he was a respected and creative band-leader and musician. I admired him for his creativity and talent and tried always to give him what he wanted in the music. My fatal mistake this time? I did a short tour with my closest friend's band as a substitute player. About four months after, this creep asks me to play with him again and I had to refuse him. The reason I refused? I'm no longer a professional musician, I have a demanding straight job, and I was going to be away when he needed a player for his scheduled gigs.

Also off course, he and my closest friend had a falling out. It had taken me almost six months to arrange to play those two weeks with that tour and it played hell with my work and my family.

What I wanted to do is write the following message back to him (but of course I couldn't because he terminated all access on FB).

This is how I see things: the way they --really-- are:
You my are one fucking narcissistic diseased asshole. Because all you do is to take from others, all you can see in others is that they are trying to do the same from you. You turn away people that want to help you, or promote your interests, or try to help you, and assume that their reasons for doing so are to steal from your reputation or your accomplishments. You stole from me personally, you never credited music I played on with you, never paid me one cent of royalties, and generally treated me like shit.

I'm too old to try to help someone who doesn't want my help and doesn't demonstrate respect for me.

This is how I see things: the way YOU really are.

But I didn't; instead I wrote this blog entry. In a blog that noone ever reads to vent my anger.

That door is now closed.

And this will be the last I ever think of him again unless forced to by someone mentioning his name to me. Then I will briefly consider how human talent can be so wasted when sees the world as nothing but a hostile place.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Should or I, or shouldn't I?

I'm sittin' and thinkin'
Sittin' and thinkin'
Sittin' and thinkin' if I should turn this blog into the real thing

Thursday, May 8, 2008

The title comes from a song by Wynonie Harris called "Bloodshot Eyes". The line goes, "Your eyes look like two cherries in a bowl of buttermilk"